And the light goes on!

I just figured out what my problem has been?

Duh! I'm pregnant.

The last few days have been emotionally draining and now I remember why: I'm pregnant. Meaning: massive amounts of hormones in my body affecting my brain.

Here's how I figured it out.

I went to our local Home and Garden Show. I never bring cash with me to these events because I just go to look and not to buy.

Anyway, I brought the $5.00 cash to get in and when I pulled up, there was an additional fee of $2.00 for parking. A lousy twoonie that I did not have on me. When I tried to pay with debit I was told in a matter-of-fact way, "Oh, we don't have debit."

And then something snapped.

I looked at this woman in her fifties and I nearly swore at her.

For no real reason.

I just nearly spoke some four lettered blue language to her.

That has never happened before.

I could never understand why people can swear at someone and then move on like nothing horrible has been said, but... I almost did it.

Then when she told me I could drive to the restaurant across the road and use their cash machine, my eyes filled up with tears and I nearly burst out crying.

A few minutes later, I did.

After I got my money, I was raging mad and raced a vehicle through the parking lot to get a spot back in line in front of them. Then nearly drove away without my $13.00 change. I parked the van and burst into tears.

SuperGirl looked at me,"Mom, why are you crying?"

"I don't know!!!!!"

Wahhhhhh!

And then suddenly, I did know.

The light went on. The moment of epiphany happened.

I remembered that I am pregnant and have way more hormones than normal.

The realization was enough to make me swear.

But I didn't.